Cautiously optimistic

I am trying to tell myself to be cautiously optimistic… All day everyday!

I KNOW that progesterone can mimic the signs of pregnancy and so I don’t want to get too excited just yet.

I have a few different symptoms than last time which have my hopes up a little higher this time.

The biggest thing though and I think it was all my body and not the progesterone is that I had mild spotting at around day 6 piui … I am hoping all out hoping that it was implementation.

So until Monday I am going to be positive that this is it.

I just keep telling myself that this is it, I am pregnant this time. I know I can’t will myself to be pregnant but at least it keeps any little negative twinges at bay.